My brother Michael would have been 46 today and to say that I miss him is an understatement. Life does not appear fair when I have now lost my brother and my mum and dad and its really hard to accept that I will never see them in this life again. I hated seeing him suffer with his illness but I can say that I really want to be selfish and have Michael back as a brother I can talk to and go fishing with again. I know it can't happen but it doesn't make it any easier. Dennis